Hallo all you dear friends... Can't believe is has been over a months since I wrote last time - sorry about that. Time flies. Still can't believe we are in mid September, in my head I'm in the beginning of August - yeah I know - always behind...
Our SA trip is 1 month away - watch out - we are coming! Can't wait...
Recently one of our good friends Daniel wrote us an email asking how life is and our life with God. This made Steffen reflect on how to answer and how to describe our lives as it is at the moment. So he wrote Daniel an email I thought it was such a good way he wrote it, that I want to share it with all of you. A lot of you have been asking the same questions in the year we have been away from Cape Town. You all know that it is so different here as there is no church and no Christians. But we love it and we know that God is using the time to prepare for what ever lies ahead. But anyway - here is Steffen thought on this...
I have been pondering on how to fully answer your last two questions - how is our relationship with God going? And our calling? I am very glad that you did ask them, because it has been really good for me to reflect on them and try to honestly answer them. My immediate answer would be – “It’s going very well” – and it is… But you know us “Fine, how are you?” just is not enough. So allow me to try to explain to you (and to me) how we are doing with God and with our calling.
As you know we are on a journey of rethinking church and the expressions of the Christian faith, as we had grown sick of the modern church expression of Christianity and of the exclusiveness of contemporary churches generally.
In answering this question, one of the major factors of our journey and growth now is that God has blessed us with a life void of organised religion. Since moving to Hemsedal, I have not met one single Christian (besides Katrina). This has allowed us to define freely for ourselves how our lives here should stay centred in God and how it should reflect God. And it is really these questions that your questions have led me to ponder. Are our lives centred in God and are our lives different to others – different in a way that honours and reflects God? I would have liked to say that I could immediately answer that yes, and give you plenty examples. But it has taken me some time, to come up with what I think are significant, and not just superficial differences.
First of all, we are people of truth and we are to be trusted! It does not initially to be a huge thing, but I have found that there are very few truthful people around – at least where we live. It is a place of extreme gossip and slander, in the social circles and in the work places. It is really horrible. In this place – we stand out in daring to speak the truth and by refusing to gossip (though admittedly, we have fallen in that trap occasionally, I would be a hypocrite to claim otherwise), but we are working on it.
Second, we stand up for justice and fight for those who are treated unjust! Our work place treats people very badly. Especially people from Eastern Europe who have come here to work and who does not know the language. They exploit them and try to cheat them from their rights. Katrina especially has stood up to the Hotel leaders, to speak for those who are ill treated, and continually spend her energy pursuing justice for them – and have made great advances and won great respect, among the people whom she has defended and among the leaders also – though they consider her a nuisance.
Thirdly, we are a refuge for those who are weary. We found that our place has become a place of rest from the world. That people come here to relax, to take a break from the race, from the pretences and expectations of their social circles. It has become a place where strangers have become known. Where people have come, for different peculiar reasons – through friends – friends, etc., and have found a place to unload their burdens and worries – which is great. We have had some great experiences were we have been able to speak to people about the deepest things of life, on one of our first encounters, really amazing.
I think in this way, God has expressed himself naturally through us, and this God inside us, does attract. He does bring new life and he does refresh the weary, and he is hope, and he is comfort to the discouraged and broken hearted, of which are many here – though many do not know it themselves.
Our calling is still building community (church), in what form it may take. Though we are still not in a hurry to get started, we still have some learning to do and some shaping to be done to us.
I will hopefully start my Masters next October at Durham University in England http://www.dur.ac.uk/theology.religion/postgrad/ It is a very old, renowned traditional university, I don’t know exactly how I found it, but I feel that is where God is leading me. So I will apply soon and see if they accept me – I just have to get my last grades and my transcript from CTS first!!! I want to do a taught degree, which means I will go there for the trimesters, while Katrina probably stays here.
I don’t know if any of what I just written make sense. What I am trying to say is that we are doing good and learning with God, how to live out the values and the talents that he has put in us, in a nonreligious society that knows nothing
of God and of the essence of Christianity. It is great, we try, we fail, and we try again. Loving God and marvelling at his patience and care for us.
Grace and Peace
Steffen & Katrina
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